#i should draw them way more bc they're my best ocs ever

[dontwaitforupdates]

Did this basically a year ago when they were only a silly duo based on mac and cheese

[fukounaboy]

I WILL BOTH MIND IT AND NOT MIND IT!!!!

ASHWHHWHHWBHHHAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!! V happy v v v happy you had a good sleep that makes me so happy actually

Idk why but it does :3

OOH!!! Hdgehehgeheg :3

AAAH YEYSYEUSYEYSHSYSYEYSYEYSS!!!!

UHHH LEMME FIDN THE NAMES OF ALL THE NEW ONES AND WHO YJEY ARE!!!!

OK SO THE ONES IN THE DRAWING THINGY FIRST!!!

SO FIRST WE HAVE MAL AND KITTY!!!

The only ocs I have and will ever have that don't have anything wrong with them

They're just happy lil creatures :3

Mal's the lil angel creature (I named him Mal bc he looks like a marshmallow :3) and Kitty's. The cat one :3

They're in love and they're happy and I love them and they're gonna stay happy forever

I wanna squish them sm

More drawings of them :3

Kitty's kinda blurry but it's ok :3

AND THEN

WE HAVE

PIERROT

AKA.

CHRISTOPHER PIERRE WANNABE.

AKA.

KENNITH SIMMONS WANNABE.

I HATE HIM.

But I also. Love him. :3

I also dunno if I can call him an OC because technically he's like?

Me?

Idk howto say it but he's me

We're just the same

But

He looks slightly cooler

And he's also a drawing

But I still hate him he looks stupid. /aff

Anyways he's just a lil clowny jester puppet pierrot boy and I love him but I wanna stomp on him

I have v. Mixed feelings.

Anyways drawings :3

The one on the right is an alt mask/face design because I based him off of the comedy/drama masks and it changes :3

I can never get the drama one to look right tho idk

That was the best I could do

ALSO THE OTHERS IN THE DRAWING ARE MATTIAS AND EZRA THEYRE THE WHUMP OCS I MADE IN LIKE FEBURARY

I love them sm

AND NOW WE HAVE UHHHHHHH

It doesn't have a name?

Actually?

It was a character in a writing thingy I'm working on

The one with Damien :3

OOH ACTUALLY SHOULD I SHOW WHAT I HAVE NOW...?

Uhhh

Hm

I'm gonna :3

HEHEHEHEHEHE

He feels even more pathetic and I love it

BUT ANYWAYS UH

OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED????

WITH UH. REDACTEDS LORE.

WITH THEIR LORE IT TECHNICALLY MAKES THE OLD FICS I WROTE WITH RUE AND DAMIEN CANON.

TECHNICALLY.

BECAUSE THAT DID ACTUALLY HAPPEN

BUT TIME WAS JUST REVERSED SO IT ALSO TECHNICALLY DIDNT HAPPEN

THATS SO GREAT ACTUALLY.

That's so good I love that

Anyways uh

Lore? Kinda?

Basically he's just the universe

He controls every single one of the uh

Mini universes?

And he's basically trapped everyone ever (Every skrunkly :3) in a Higurashi-like kinda thing?

Iykyk I would explain but it's kinda complicated :')

And Damien's the only one who really knows abt it?

Anyways uh I would ramble on abt that forever but I have more SKRUNKLYS >:3

Oh also drawings of it :D

AND ALSO A PICREW I MADE OF THEM BC THEY CAN CHANGE THEIR APPEARANCE TO LOOK MORE HUMAN

IGNORE THAT ITS LOW QUALITY I HAD TO SS IT AND CROP IT SO :3

UHHH WHO ELSE WHO ELSE WHO ELSE.

OOH ASAHI AND SUBJECT 2471!!!!

I don't have any pictures for either of them :')

I have a drawing I found on pinterest that my brain decided is Asahi though and now it's just kinda stuck

I wanna show you the drawing but idk if that's like

An ok thing to do

So I won't :3

But anyways this is slightlyyyyy whumpy

Slightly

Because I'm pretty sure you can tell what's going in just by 2471's "name"

They're like brothers and Asahi kinda has to hurt 2471 even if he doesn't wanna

So :3

Asahi was also an experiment before too before he wasn't

I need to figure that part out

But anyways uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHO ELSE

Uh

The rest of the skrunklys I made are very uh

There's not much there

So I'll just say their names :3

Narcisco, Amadeus, Ezekiel, Cosmo (I think I've talked abt him once before idk), Kazumi, and Sebastian!

The rest of the skrunklys have actual- like-

Ik what they look like but they don't have names yet so :')

AND THATS ABOUT IT WHHGEHGHGH

This took way too long

But im v happy

Anyways

AWGWHSGHWGH I love Acid and Blue smsmsm

I think abt Acid a normal amount. Actually.

HRHRGHRGRH DONT GET THEM TATTOO'D ON YOU LMAO-

Also yeye 38! Now that I've added all of the new ones I now haveeeeee uhhhh

43!

Ik there's more somewhere in my head that I forgot abt though :')

I also have no clue how I'm not burnt out

I'm just too silly to get burnt out

But uhhhhhhhhhh whenever you wanna :3

I don't really mind when we do it-

ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILY!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

<333333333333

GMMMMM!!!! DID YOU HAVE A GOOD SLEEP?? I HOPE YOU DIDDD!!!! I literally passed out a bit after you did lmao- it was.. nice yk? I felt all warm and comfy <3

Ehhee- oh!! Here's the canvas btw!! Incase you ever wanted it-

(We can continue anytime or just start a new one if you want btw- I really enjoyed this)

(Pretty sure you can also just go on magma again and join the canvas anyways without me whenever- since you're a member of my artspace now >:3)

ANYWAYS!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

ILYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! LIKE SO SO SO MUCHHH!!! <333333

<33333333

GMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGM!!!!!! :D

I SLEPT FINE :3

I had a weird dream but I don't remember it unfortunately :')

Aheghdvehgsh im v happy you felt warm n cozy :3

OOH YEZYESYEYSYEZYEYSEYESYESYEYSYEZYESYESYEZYESYEYESYEYSS!!!

I WAS WANTING IT BUT I DIDNT KNOW IF I COULD GET BACK IN YIPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!

OOH ALSO

I HAVE SOME ART OF THE SKRUNKLYS I DREW AND IM SAYING THIS BC I WANNA TALK ABT THEM BC I LOVE THEM AND IM.

V HYPERFIXATED.

Also I love them :3

I hate going on random uhhhh unasked rants tho so if you wanna hear abt them :333

OOH SPEKAING OF SKRUNKLYS I HAVE SO. MANY. NEW ONES. I YHINKM.

I forgot if I have any new ones actually

Wait lemme count how many skrunklys I have

38! :3

I definitely have more than that though bc ik I have some I didn't write down

So more like

40 smth

Some of them are just names tho so idrk-

ANYWAYS I SAID I HATE GOING ON RANDOM UNASKED RANTS AND IM DOING JUST THAT

V silly

Anyways

Uhhhh we can continue whenever you want :3

N we can start a new canvas if you want- idrc /lh

EHEHEGDHEGEHEGEHRHEJEGUEGEUEHEE 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

ILYSMSMSMSMSMSMMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMMSMHSGSJSHEJEGEJDGEJEHUEE <3333333333!!!!! :3

[stormstruck-angel]

1, 6, 10, 16, 20, 26, 30, 36, 40, 46, 50.

For the OC ask game :)

Under the cut bc this got long!

1. Your first OC ever?

Oh, this is Hard, I barely remember my little self-insert OCs from way back when. I will hesitantly say my first OC ever was... a Pokemon trainer OC. Her name was Ari, she had a Celebi who she could talk to because I said so, and her love interest was the Aura guy who hangs out on Iron Island. Good times!

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

.....This feels like a callout. Hm. So, y'see, I have this thing where I'm uncreative and have a Type when it comes to character design, so... a lot of my OCs do tend to look alike superficially.

Technically Atlas (a dnd OC) and Aurelion (a dating sim OC) should be the poster children for this question, only because they were a case of not so much 'looking alike' as 'hey I'm stealing my own character design for a different setting because I like it and couldn't think of anything else.' Consequently, Atlas and Aurelion look more-or-less like twins despite not even belonging to the same universe(s). However, I do like to joke that they're somehow distantly related--given that one exists in a sort of medieval-fantasy-Ancient-Greece blend and the other in a futuristic space empire-- if only because the thought of Atlas having a far-off descendant who looks exactly like them makes me laugh.

Otherwise, I do have a lot of blonde OCs (fondly and only sort-of-jokingly nicknamed my Army of Blondes) who kind of vaguely look like they could be related but definitely aren't. The two OCs who /are/ related basically look nothing alike at all.

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

Hmmmmm, "complicated" is a very subjective term... To me, none of my OCs designs are particularly complicated - they all have more complex bits, usually wardrobe related, and only because I can't resist a fun wardrobe, but by and large they're not all that complicated. I will, however, nominate Atlas for this one, because they wear armour almost All The Time, and it's kind of ornate and I hate drawing it, so.

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?

Hmmmmm. Probably Castor (dnd Wizard). He's a nerd. <3 Oh, but also Dani! She's an OC for a different TTRPG (Masks, if anyone is curious!) and is kind of an over-achiever-needs-straight-A's kid, bless her heart.

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

Lyra and Nicky! Lyra is my beautiful, beautiful human bard, my first ever DND PC, and is a country singer. :,) I don't really have a headcanon for her voice, but her character playlist is mostly Dolly Parton with a little bit of Taylor Swift and Kacey Musgraves thrown in, so feel free to imagine something that suits. I imagine her belting Jolene a lot. <3

Nicky is my brandest newest baby boy, who I know very little about music-wise. He's in a band with some dudes about his age, ostensibly of the rock persuasion, but since I know very little about rock music, I mostly imagine him sounding like Charlie Gillespie, since Julie and the Phantoms is the only thing I really know that even vaguely fits the concept. 😂

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?

Thankfully, no! I've been very fortunate that all my dear friends who play Barbies with me are very accommodating of my little characters, so I've generally never really had to mess with them any more than I particularly wanted to.

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?

Dani, one hundred percent, bless her. She already has one stuffed animal she doesn't keep secret - she's probably got a stash under her bed.

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?

In fairness, almost all of my OCs are part of a larger group made with (a) friend(s), so they tend to all have a friend or sibling or s/o who belongs to someone else, but I feel like most relevant would be my beloved Rose, whose boyfriend/soulmate/husband/etc. belongs to @ash-soka <3

Shout-out to my beloved friend C, too, who bequeathed me partial ownership of the book she may or may not someday write so my little character and hers could be dating-divorced-will-they-won't-they-maybe-in-another-life-or-maybe-in-this-one for my enjoyment. <3 Wyvern+Sera 4eva <3 <3 <3 And also Anna and Clara! Bestie supernatural room-mates!!

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

The act of creating all my OCs are always fond memories in themselves - good times where I was having fun with friends! There are too many good moments to remember and pick, honestly.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

Luckily no lmao, I don't tend to brutalize them much (at least not out loud), so I generally never have cause to be accused of such.

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want.

Hi, my name is Andy and I'm bad at blank space questions-- so here's an incomplete list of as many of my OCs/PCs as I can remember, grouped vaguely by what they're for--

Dani, Nicky, Atlas, Lyra, Castor, Althea, Bon, Zamir, Rory, Aurelion, Amaranth, Senna, Rose, Juliet, Sprinkles, Vee, Wren, Anna, Victoria, Minty, Niccolos, Penny, Maddy, Austin, Aiden, Ari, Kit, Caine,

(are you regretting giving me a free space yet--)

[alliterative-albatross]

So, I sent you (@disgruntledspacedad) a pretty long ask a while ago (back when you had anon on) and I'm decently sure Tumblr ate it (or maybe you ignored it, in which case, feel free to ignore this one as well). But then I saw one of those "writers appreciate feedback no matter how long" posts, so I'm back here. Here is my mediocre attempt to rewrite my original review of your work. Bear in mind that English is not my first language, so if at any point my phrasing sounds weird to you, you know why. Mandatory disclaimer/apology: this might get a little too long 😅

RULES OF ENGAGEMENT

I remember being SO mad at myself for not finding this sooner. I binge read it one afternoon with no thoughts for any real life responsibilities I might have had (and no regrets). Javiears is one hell of an unconventional relationship in the beginning, and I really love what you did with them. The whole premise of your story is quite refreshing, and you somehow manage to convey the trust and mutual respect there two feel for one another without explicitly showing us the beginning of their "entanglement".

Also, fuck you for what you did to poor Emilio, that man was a saint and he deserved better! I honestly can't believe that I got so attached to a character that appeared so little in the story, but it happened, and his death kind of broke my heart.

But the Javiears reunion + mild confession was lovely, and felt completely deserved. And of course the sex scene. I won't lie, I expected a bit better from Javi there, but I did like how utterly /human/ it was. Capturing that humanity, the imperfections in each character is something you're really good at (more on that later).

AFTERSHOCKS

Ah, my emotionally constipated babies who really need to work out their communication issues. I do love them, though. And this short series did a really good job of delving a bit deeper into Ears's and Javi's psyche. Kudos to you for dealing with the medical "aftershocks" of living through an explosion AND using that experience to move your emotional plot forward. These two need to grow a lot before they can get to a stable point in their relationship, and you really manage to convey their insecurity and fear of commitment/intimacy while making it clear that they're in it for the long run and that theirs is a relationship that WILL work out so help them God.

IF I FALL

Ouch. Punch me in the gut while you're at it, why don't you?

But seriously, "If I Fall" is SO FUCKING GOOD. Don't get me wrong, it's angstier than an image of Jesus on the cross (don't judge me, it's Holy Week and I just got home from accompanying my grandma to church), but it somehow works beautifully. You, my dear, play heartstrings like they're a fucking guitar and I AM HERE FOR IT.

You're doing an amazing job at making me feel everything these characters are feeling, which is both awful (bc pain) and impressive.

Also, if anything happens to Ana I will cry, because she is adorable and wonderful and has suffered way too much already and really deserves a break and some cookies.

Also also, if anything happens to Ears I will cry, because she is badass and wonderful and has suffered way too much already and really deserves a break and some cookies.

Also also also, if anything happens to Javi I will cry, because he is loving and wonderful and has suffered way too much already and really deserves a break and some cookies.

Basically, I am really invested in the well-being of these characters and can't wait until they're happy and safe again (please tell me they will be, my heart can't handle much more pain).

A quick note on the angst complaints: yes, this story is way angstier than most other fics out there and it can be a bit too much at times, especially considering how many chapters of pain it's been. BUT it's obvious that "If I Fall" NEEDS this amount of angst to get where it's going, to send the message it wants to and to properly develop its characters. The pain is as important to this story as flour is to bread. You may not like eating flour on its own (I don't think anyone does), but you love bread (because bread is amazing) and you must recognize that bread NEEDS flour to work. It wouldn't be bread otherwise. And eating the flour as part of the bread even makes you like the flour because the bread is just DELICIOUS.

I fully understand and sympathize with the people who have elected to table "If I Fall" until it's completed so they can binge read it knowing there's a happy ending in sight, but in case you're feeling a bit self conscious about all the angst, please know that your story is beautiful not in spite of the pain, but rather /because of it/.

PS: No, I'm not high/drunk, I just really like bread

AUTHOR'S NOTES

Silly thing to comment on, I know, but I do feel like it's important that you know how useful your ANs have been. There are many details in the story that I simply wouldn't fully get without reading your comments at the end of each chapter, and I appreciate your writing a hell of a lot more knowing how deeply you understand and care for each one of your characters. Plus, it is obvious how much work you've put into researching a country and a time period that are (from what I gather) unfamiliar to you, and I really do believe you've done an amazing job of it.

JAVIER PEÑA

My boy. I love your characterization of this complicated character, and I have eagerly read each and every one of your headcanons about him. I can't really say if your version is fully faithful to the source material because it's been a while since I saw Narcos, but your Javi most definitely reads like a real person. He's fairly consistent as a character, and I feel like everything he does is perfectly natural for him to do as a character. He makes for an unconventional yet deeply interesting romantic lead, and so far I have thoroughly enjoyed all his POV chapters/scenes.

OCs

I know you've gotten some flack for making her into an OC halfway into the story, and while I get why the sudden change may have felt like a disappointment for some, I don't share that sentiment. I firmly believe that this fandom is unfairly harsh towards Original Characters and their creators, and I don't really understand why. Listen, I love Reader fics, and consume many Reader fics. I have read dozens, maybe even hundreds, and I can safely say that I've only ever "inserted" myself in approximately 10% of those stories. Reader characters are not as blank as their writers may want them to be. They can't be. They're characters, and character have personalities and moral values and senses of humor and a bunch of other things. Reader characters may not have a backstory or a physical description attached (and even that's not guaranteed), but they're still characters.

And on a more personal note, pretending they're actual blank slates is naive at best and insensitive at worst. Reader characters are American coded 99% of the time, and white coded 95% of the time. Not every readers is white nor American, even if that's the predominant demographic on Tumblr. When I read a JavixReader fic about a woman who speaks exactly zero Spanish, I know she's not me. The story may be beautifully written and have an amazing plot and character development, but the Reader *isn't me*. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that, and some of my favorite xReader stories feature a "reader" who couldn't be more different from me, but it's something that enemies of OC fics should take into account. Particularly if they are white and/or American. But I digress.

HANNAH AARONS

Your character is amazing. She's strong, smart, confident, independent and an all-around badass. She gets kidnapped while pregnant and still focuses on problem solving and survival. But she's also overly guarded and mistrustful, and really needs to work on her communication skills. There are times when I absolutely love her and even admire her, and other times when I want to whack her with a slipper. She's no Mary Sue, but remains interesting and likeable throughout the story. She feels wholly human and real, and that's no easy task. I like her, I am invested in her, and I can't wait to see what's next for her. She's a compelling and three dimensional protagonist in a complex story who never fails to draw me in. I love her. She's your baby, and you should be proud of her.

Also, quick question about personality types: I know you've typed Javi as ESFP and Ears as ENTP (100% agree on both, btw), but have you given any thought to their enneagram types? I personally have always seen Ears as being somewhere on the thinking triad, maybe a 7 or even a 6w7, but I'm not too sure about Javi. 9w8 maybe? He could also be a 6w5 🤔

PARTING THOUGHTS

Basically, I love your story, your characters and your writing in general. You are a fantastic storyteller and wordsmith. You get into the heads of incredibly different characters personality-wise (Ears, Javi, Berna...) and manage to capture all of their complexities and quirks every single time. And it doesn't feel like it's something innate for you either. To me, it seems that you have put a lot of work and effort into understanding each and every one of your characters, who they are, why they do what they do and what they want. And let me tell you, all that effort has been more than worth it. "Better Love" is a fanfic, but it wouldn't be out of place in a regular bookstore, if I'm honest. I don't know what you do for a living or if you've ever considered writing professionally, but you clearly have the skills and the drive to create some masterpieces.

You are amazing and your writing is a gift. Thank you for sharing it with us, and have a nice day! ~ 🍪

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My friend, I apologize for hoarding your first ask. I’ve been sitting on it because I’m not gonna lie, I enjoy going back and rereading it. It gave me a lot of comfort when I was in a pretty dark place, both personally and in regards to my writing, and I was reluctant to send it out into the the abyss of Tumblr where I might never see it again. 

That’s not fair, though. You put just as much effort into sending me that review as I put into my writing, and I apologize for never responding to you.

Okay, anyway, so twice now, you’ve made me cry. In a good way, I promise! 

I absolutely love your bread/flour metaphor. It made perfect sense. I want the emotional release of Javi and Hannah’s reunion to be earned, and in order to do that, the angst has to come first (there are also a few plot “ingredients” that have yet to make their appearances). Thank you very much for understanding that, and for voicing it so eloquently.

I appreciate your comments on my research and characterization. You’re correct that I’ve put a lot of time and effort into crafting a universe. In a lot of ways, I’m doing my best to stay true to the source material (regarding culture and timelines in particular), and in others, I’m branching into my own territory. 

On that note, I’ve never once regretted fully embracing Hannah Aarons’ identity as an OC. She’s stayed consistent in my mind from the beginning, and it was a relief to finally share my vision of her with the audience. And for the record, I totally agree with you regarding “reader” characters. Every reader insert echoes the perspective of their author, no matter how vague the physical description. I can only imagine how grating that must be from the perspective of a non-white, non-american reader. Thank you so much for sharing your insight! I will certainly keep it in mind the next time I write a “reader insert” fic.

Okay, enneagrams! I am much less familiar with enneagram than I am MBTI, but I agree 110% that Javi is a 9 with a strong 8 wing. I waffled back and forth on Ears a little, but eventually landed on 8w7 for her. It came down to the eight’s deepest fear, which is being controlled. That’s Ears all over, and the fact that she and Javi share that eight willfulness means that they might butt heads a little, which also seems very appropriate for them. Big thanks to @remusstark for her insight into the eight frame of mind - our conversations helped solidify my decision on this. :)

Anyway, I’m just rambling now. The big take-away point that I want you to get is that I am so, so grateful to you, both for your insightful feedback and your dedication in making sure that I actually saw it. You are an absolute gem and a deep thinker, Cookie-Anon, and if you ever feel like sliding into my DM’s, I’d welcome the opportunity to get to know you better.

Mad love and soft hugs, 

~ Jay

[ambersky0319]

I keep having this recurring dream where I have 3 mom's, and they're all amazing!! They love me!!! I love them!!! We're all happy!!!! I feel happy 24/7!!! And it's great! One of them is Latina, I dunno how I know I jist remember ig, but she has black curly hair like you do. She looks kinda like your pfp? And I'm *assuming* that's a drawing of you, so pls correct me if I'm wrong. Anyway, I was curious if it was you in my dreams, being one of my moms. (1/?)

I have a  guess as to who one of the other moms is. I'm pretty sure it's Le?? ? (Lefaystrent, if you didn't know.) She has a black ponytail, and she sounds like Le. She calls me Taco as a joke, too, so I'm like 90% certain Le's invaded my dreams to become one of my 3 mom's. It's kinda weird to think about,,,,, :/ I'm kinda disappointed that you're not one of the moms asdfghjkl. Sorry sorry >

It's different!! I feel happy all of the time, I'm supported, I'm doing better in school!! The moms are almost always home, but they give me space but also hang out with me. We have this big house, and my bedroom has a hay window and my room is the way I want it to be. I'm,,, less fat, dunno how to say it properly, but I'm thin and uh,,, prettier? (They're unrelated, but I'm thinner and prettier) I guess. I'm exactly the way I want to be, but I'm still myself. Just the best version of me.  (3/?) 

We have a backyard, too!! We have 3 Cats,  2 dogs, a bird, and a rat, and 2 snakes. I help with taking care of them. My back doesn't hurt in the dreams. We have cool technology. We play board games every Tuesday,  and we go on daily walks. We're all so happy and perfect, it's great!! Iirc, I didn't get my period either, which is just odd. It's like I made the perfect fantasy world in my dreams. I don't like to think about it much, because none of my actual family members are there-  (4/?) 

-but Le is. And who I'm pretty sure was supposed to be you (but isn't,  bc she's latina). The third mother is actually who I based an OC off of (it's weird ik). She's a POC with vitiligo. She's really smart and happy, and i love her to bits (my oc and dream mom). But, I really don't like thinking about it because dad isn't there, and if it really IS a fantasy world, that means I don't like soemthing about my Real Dad, and I don't wanna dive into THAT. The only actual real family member in- (5/?) 

-in my dream world is my brother, Zack. But he's different, too. He's happier and he doesn't yell at me, and I don't yell at him. Which is reasonable, ig. I don't wanna fight with him, and I don't him to be depressed or upset ever again. And like. None of it is REAL, but it's starting to affect me. Zack yells at me, and I think about how in the dream world he wouldn't.  Dad tells me to do better next time, and I imagine my 3 mom's all hugging me telling me how proud of me they are. (6/?)

ANYWHO, this is getting kinda vent-y, so sorry. Didn't mean to that >

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I can guess why there was confusion 😅

My pfp is actually an OC of mine, one of the characters of Cinomed Chronicles- Leona! I just really like her design, though the only thing we have in common is pale skin. Since she’s one of the main characters of the story and I have a lot of fun drawing her, 9/10 times she’s my pfp on social media

Also? You have no need to apologize for sending so many asks, or for this turning a bit more venty! It was really interesting, hearing about all of this! Your dream world sounds like the closest thing to paradise I think I’ve ever heard about.

Since you’ve already based an OC off one of your dream moms, maybe you should do that for everyone else who’s in the dream? Or maybe write a story based on all this if you aren’t doing so already? It might help you figure things out or, if you want to distance yourself a bit from the dream maybe writing or drawing it can help with that?

Though I don’t really know if it would actually do that, it’s just an idea-

And like, I’ve sorta been in your place before where certain things make you question things that happen irl and it ends up affecting you and i honestly don’t know what it’s called but uh yeah you’re not alone

Sorry that I’m not one of your dream moms! They really do sound amazing

If you ever need to vent though hun, my ask box is always open! (you can also just message me if that’d be more comfortable for you)

Love ya too! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❤️🧡💛💚💙💜